In this moment, my heart is
very opened. I have been on, and
continue to be, on a journey of not only the countries I am visiting ,
but also of the unconscious destinations of my soul.
I would like to share some
Unconditional Love Affair with Myself.
Whether it was when I was
teaching the "Inspiring Spirit"
(evolution of the BRETH) in Serbia, waiting hours for a plane in
Trieste or traveling with my husband, one thought kept repeating
itself. It was not new, but it was very clear:
Occurs Is Neither the
Beginning OR the End.
It was so clear that
awakening can only be found in the moment:
To worry, or to be anxious about
the next moment will only take me out of the present.
happens by accepting "What Is."
It is only when I allowed
myself the compassion to permit the
energy of the "emotion" to pierce me to the heart, and then to be
willing to keep running into the unknown territory, that I was able to
receive myself and all that is.
What do I mean by this?
What does it mean to pierce me to
the heart? This is not new information, but it must be
1. Hear the voice of
fear....fear does not go away. It will
not give up its hold...and its insistence is to keep you separate and
in the defense.
very dear friend and teacher said to me:
"Fear (the ego) is waiting in the
doing push ups and lifting weights
just waiting to jump out and
2. My practice is to recognize that fear is present, and not to
turn away from it, but not to let it lead me.
3. I must not reject this
"emotional" experience, nor can I indulge
myself in my addictive
that believes in Fear's teaching.
4. I will accept and embrace
all of myself to feel and
explore this unknown territory.
5. This is when I ask for and
pray for help to allow myself to
embrace my fear, to hold it gently and to melt fear
touching it with my love.
is the way: I change my
response to fear. I consciously, moment by moment
What I continued to learn on
this journey of celebration is that
when I do allow myself to reach my limit, when I allow my defenses to
be penetrated (AND it does not matter what circumstances cause me to
reach "MY LIMIT"), it is in reaching this limit, by going beyond the
warnings of fear, beyond the behavior and my idealized mask self, going
beyond the disassociation and withdrawal that I can reach the doorway
that opens me to
and the experience that
we are all "aspects of G-d."
It is in these moments that I
touch and enter into the unlimited
space of the human heart. This is what I have come to do for myself.
It is what I have chosen this life for: to
keep my heart open
in the middle of the illusion called life.
invite you to join me.
I offer you this
practice: Go slow. Relax.
yourself a quiet space....stretch out on the
floor....and begin to breathe.
Breathe into your
belly, into the room, into life.
........let go of your mind and of any
surrender into this stillness.....this
.......there is no way to be.....
out.......there is no place to go.....
in.........letting go into the spaciousness
out.......I am the spaciousness.
BE BLESSED, and know:
you choose to
see unity through
the eyes of unconditional love, fear with its barriers, will dissolve.
We do not pray to G-d, we
pray from the consciousness of G-d."
LIVING AS GOD
Healing the Separation P. Raymond Stewart
In Grace and Joy,
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